my Christmas wish list

Upon request, ever since freshmen year of high school I've been makin a wish list, because I've been told I'm a hard person to shop for.. So THIS year, to those who keep asking me what I want for Christmas, these are some of the things I would like to get.. Pretty much ANYTHING Lakers or Hello Kitty.. And if you know my swag then it really shouldn't be THAT hard to shop for me. Geez. haha

P.s. Fil, you can get me my iPhone or an iTouch. K thanks! :)

For the Cali people, please send me a text or a facebook message and I will give you my mailing address.


Hat size: 7 1/4
WOMEN size (clothes): large
MEN size (clothes): small
WOMAN size (shoes): 5.5
MEN size (shoes): 4



size: Large




size: Large




size: 7 1/4




size: 7 1/4




size: Large (fanzz.com)




MEN size: Small




size: 7 1/4




size: 7 1/4




size: 7 1/4




MEN size: small (footballfanatics.com)




size: 7 1/4 (footballfanatics.com)




MEN size: 4 -- WOMAN size: 5.5




MEN size: 4 -- WOMAN size: 5.5




MEN size: 4 -- WOMAN size: 5.5




MEN size: 4 -- WOMAN size: 5.5

Thanksgiving Eve

Thanksgiving Eve. In years before this and last, I would normaly be at my Aunt's house, spending HOURS in the kitchen, sometimes till 3:00 in the morning, helping her prepare for Thanksgiving day. And for us Filipino's we ALL know we don't just do a Thanksgiving dinner... We have breakfast, lunch, AND dinner! And we don't just stay at one house, we go to several.. No joke. Anyways, I really REALLY miss doing all that. But I'm going to try and not to be sad tomorrow.

Tomorrow is suppose to be a day for giving thanks. So I just want to thank God now, and ALWAYS for having blessed me for where I am now. For giving me stregnth to keep going strong. Giving me enough faith & hope to keep believing in myself. And for the Family & Friends he has blessed me with

I am most thankful for my Family. For being able to put up with all my shit. Knowing that i AM hard-headed & stubborn, but they continue support me no matter what.

Also for my FRIENDS. The ones that have been by my side through every type of weather, through war and back, that have been wounded through my faults but they still stand strong next to me... Weather they be my oldest friends, or my friends now... You guys know who you are. Thank you for being there, and always, ALWAYS lending me a helping hand. I appreciate you guys SOOO MUCH!

Thank you Lord for blessing me with such beautiful gifts. I LOVE YOU ALL!

Deep.

This is some REAL talk, forreal.

People come & go...

Because my dear friend, Caitlin Howland noticed that I haven't been updating my blog.. this post will be dedicated to her :)

So lately I've been in a rut with "Love", it agrees with me, and then it disagrees with me.. weather it be with the person whom i'm absolutly crazy about, or a friend. I understand people come and go in our lives, but they can never really go without an explanation. And even though people leave us... they will always be in thought, and for that reason it's because they've made some kind of impact in our lives, and at one point, they were very important to you. Yet alot of us still don't have answers as to why you drifted apart from one another, and if you ask me, it's heart breaking. I'm a person with a VERY BIG heart. My mom & big brother have always told me that my heart is too big for my own good... But I just believe in being one of those very few people in this cruel world with a good soul. I strongly agree that things do happen for a reason, God makes it that way. Be happy that the friendship happened. Don't dwell on the ending, cause we all know deep down, it never ended. So love & cherish the ones that love you. Don't mind the ones that look down at you, cause they really don't matter. And thank your enemies, cause they're your biggest fans.

Goosebumps

One word, AMAZING

I'm back...

I hadn't realized how long it's been since I updated my blog, so here I am, and I'm going to try to update as much as I can. Nothing really new or exciting has happened since the last time I updated.. Or they're just not worth typing about.

Anyways, I'm just doin me. Work, the occasional going out. Just been at home/recording studio lately. A couple of the homies are recording a mixtape... And it's also my first time recording one of my songs as well. It's pretty crazy listening to myself "spit a rhyme". I mean all i ever did were those open mic/slam poetry nights... Never have i thought of actually recording something to a beat, it's pretty cool. Other than that, everything is the same... Life, love, shoes, guys, music, work, alcohol, and weed... Okay, maybe not weed... Just occasionally. If you really know me, you'd be surprised at how much i cut back.


p.s. I miss everyone in Cali.

TONIGHT is the night!

10 hours left till the midnight showing! a bunch of us are gonna be lined up in a couple hours! along with the other Twilight FANatics! got my ticket for the midnight showing wating for me at the box office! i don't know if i'll be able to last 7 hours waiting in line outside the theaters! hahaha i'm getting to antsy! AAAHHHHHH!!!! i feel like such a youngin again! LOL!

Life in Hawaii, so far...

ok, long time no update... i know. well life in Hawaii so far is good. i'm happy and thats all that matters. turned down one job.. but got another job interview on Friday the 31st of July. WISH ME LUCK! so mean while i've just been hanging out with fam. and also friends and fam that came from Cali to visit. i'm too lazy to get into details.. so here are pictures to sum everything up! [order from NEWEST to OLDEST] READY SANDY! hahahha!



D&B in town! PATRON!! LOL!


Nikki & Bryan. my friends from highschool came to visit... i was superrr happy!


Colt Brennan! if you don't know him then you better ask somebody!


my little bro, Nikki... my Stitch.


CHEERS!


CHEERS, again!


my cousin AJ [from Hawaii] & my cousin Eric [from Cali]


damn tourists! hahahahah! they're so funny!


the beach... obviously! LOL!


me and my cousins on our way to Kaneohe.


my Neice, Jaiden playing with my ukulele.




the sunset right outside my house in Waikele.


outside my Waikele house during the day.


outside my Waipahu house.


my niece Jaiden. she's our Samoan Princess.


my niece and i were web chatting with my brother and my sister-n-law.


outside my Waipahu house. ALOHA!

catching up...

some pictures from my last week in Cali...


pictures from my going away dinner:


this is the FUCKING TRIPOD [missing 4 guys]


PATRON TIME!


the Tripod w/ their girlfriends.




downing that glass of Hennessy like a champ!


these were the drinks i had in less than an hour!


all gone!


but the drinks kept coming! and this is were i said "NOOO! NO MORE SHOTS!" LOL!



my going away, El Monte style:





























my OFFICIAL going away party [June 13, 2009]:


this wasn't even all of the alcohol!


a party aint a party without poker! and if you know me... than POKER is a MUST!


group picture take ONE.


group picture take TWO. this wasn't even everyone.


LONG BEACH! hahaha!


my last day in Cali:

Lunch time at my Parents house...




my OHANA... hehe yeah, my mom is wearing her wig.


my mommy... she's fighting breast cancer.



the night before leaving to the airport:


my auntie, my other mom.


my nephew... yes i was crying in this picture. haha


Adam & Dennis stopped by at 2am before i left to the airport to drink with me one last time... and of course to play poker! hahahah!


Adam.


Dennis.


last visit to my parents house at 5 in the morning:


my Mommy.


tears started rolling after this picture. my parents weren't able to go to the airport cause my pops had to take my mom to chemo.


my Papa. haha he looks half asleep.


my Brother. at the airport. saying goodbye to my brother was one of the HARDEST goodbyes EVER!


my Sister-n-law.