Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Thanksgiving Eve

Thanksgiving Eve. In years before this and last, I would normaly be at my Aunt's house, spending HOURS in the kitchen, sometimes till 3:00 in the morning, helping her prepare for Thanksgiving day. And for us Filipino's we ALL know we don't just do a Thanksgiving dinner... We have breakfast, lunch, AND dinner! And we don't just stay at one house, we go to several.. No joke. Anyways, I really REALLY miss doing all that. But I'm going to try and not to be sad tomorrow.

Tomorrow is suppose to be a day for giving thanks. So I just want to thank God now, and ALWAYS for having blessed me for where I am now. For giving me stregnth to keep going strong. Giving me enough faith & hope to keep believing in myself. And for the Family & Friends he has blessed me with

I am most thankful for my Family. For being able to put up with all my shit. Knowing that i AM hard-headed & stubborn, but they continue support me no matter what.

Also for my FRIENDS. The ones that have been by my side through every type of weather, through war and back, that have been wounded through my faults but they still stand strong next to me... Weather they be my oldest friends, or my friends now... You guys know who you are. Thank you for being there, and always, ALWAYS lending me a helping hand. I appreciate you guys SOOO MUCH!

Thank you Lord for blessing me with such beautiful gifts. I LOVE YOU ALL!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Deep.

This is some REAL talk, forreal.

People come & go...

Because my dear friend, Caitlin Howland noticed that I haven't been updating my blog.. this post will be dedicated to her :)

So lately I've been in a rut with "Love", it agrees with me, and then it disagrees with me.. weather it be with the person whom i'm absolutly crazy about, or a friend. I understand people come and go in our lives, but they can never really go without an explanation. And even though people leave us... they will always be in thought, and for that reason it's because they've made some kind of impact in our lives, and at one point, they were very important to you. Yet alot of us still don't have answers as to why you drifted apart from one another, and if you ask me, it's heart breaking. I'm a person with a VERY BIG heart. My mom & big brother have always told me that my heart is too big for my own good... But I just believe in being one of those very few people in this cruel world with a good soul. I strongly agree that things do happen for a reason, God makes it that way. Be happy that the friendship happened. Don't dwell on the ending, cause we all know deep down, it never ended. So love & cherish the ones that love you. Don't mind the ones that look down at you, cause they really don't matter. And thank your enemies, cause they're your biggest fans.